Tragic Suicide of Hathras PCS Aspirant Highlights Mental Health Struggles
A 27-year-old Provincial Civil Service (PCS) aspirant was found dead at his residence in Hathras on Tuesday evening, in a heartbreaking incident that has cast a spotlight on mental health challenges among competitive exam candidates. The young man, who was the son of a Central Industrial Security Force (CISF) jawan, took his own life by hanging, according to police officials who confirmed the details on Wednesday.
Emotional Final Message Reveals Deep Distress
Before ending his life, the aspirant wrote a poignant and emotional message on his hand that laid bare his inner turmoil. "Believe me, I am not happy with my life anymore. Now I am tired of pretending to be okay. Struggling with mental health has made me weak, very weak. So I am consciously taking the decision to end my life," the handwritten note stated, revealing the profound psychological distress he had been experiencing.
Police investigations revealed that the young man was alone at home when the tragedy occurred, as his family members had traveled to Mathura for some work. Upon their return, they discovered him hanging in his room and immediately alerted the authorities.
Police Response and Family Background
"We broke open the door, sent the body for post-mortem examination, and later handed it over to the family," explained Sadar Kotwali Station House Officer Satendra Singh Raghav, detailing the procedural steps taken following the discovery.
Family members provided additional context about the deceased's background and struggles. The aspirant had completed his BTech degree and had worked with a private firm for nearly two years before making the significant decision to quit his job and dedicate himself fully to preparing for the prestigious PCS examination.
Long Battle with Depression
According to close relatives, the young man had been battling depression for some time, a condition that had intensified during his rigorous exam preparation period. The pressure of competitive examinations, combined with personal challenges, created a perfect storm of psychological distress that ultimately proved overwhelming.
This tragic incident serves as a stark reminder of the immense mental health pressures faced by countless aspirants preparing for competitive civil service examinations across India. It underscores the urgent need for:
- Better mental health support systems for exam candidates
- Increased awareness about depression and psychological distress
- Community-based interventions to help those struggling silently
- Reducing the stigma associated with seeking mental health assistance
The Hathras community has been left in shock by this devastating loss, with many expressing concern about the psychological well-being of young people pursuing demanding career paths in highly competitive environments.
